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well so i seee people are starting you this again, i probably wont. i still read peoples tho. but the life is pretty boring !!
well it is the summer, and let me tell you alot of things have changed since last summer. i have lost some of the people that mean alot of to me, and gained some new friends too. haha. but i cant wait till next summer when schen comes down its going to be a partyyy haha.
well idk some of my friends still go on this thing, and i just want to say thank you for everything. thank you for listening to me complain and jsut not being embarrased when i act really stupid which is 95% of the time. so i just want to say thank you for everything
&& to the friends i have lost over the past school year i would just like to say thank you for everything you taught me threwout the freindship. i will miss a few of you very much. && without having you guys as friends i dont think i would be the person i am today so i just want to say thank you for that.
well thats the end of that i think lol..
well i go to wildwood in 2 days it should be fun. alot of people are going.
but its good cuz i neeed to get out of clifton and away from the drama haha. hopefully no drama down in wildwood
so yea and then theres nothing else really i do this summer. i want to go to warp tour, but i dont know if im going yet, i want to but idk probably wont.
so yea my entry is pretty boring.
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[04.19.05 ♥ 11:25a ] |
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wow so yea im bored out of my MIND. lol - im in 5th period, and my computer teacher is absent, so we are just doing whatever we would like to do! which is pretty boring. I should be working on my powerpoint presentation, but im to lazy so ill work on it tomorrow.
hmm so i did pretty well on my report card, dont remember exactly what i got, so here are the grades i do remember::
english 93
bio 93
dr. ed 90
computers 100
math 77
french 71
social studies 91
so yea i need to bring up my FRENCH GRADE. i cant believe i got that, i droped 17 points in that class :[ . last marking period i had a 88. oo well and math i have to do better too. i HATE geometry.
So anyway. yesterday i found out i have ZERO period now. YAY. so i have honors history as my zero period class. hopes someones in it with me :]
blah blah blah
so yea saturday i went to NEW YORK CITY. i love the city. i just randomly walked around, and walked around central park, which was amazing. There were soo many people. I wish my mom would of let me brough gia(my dog) it would of been 10x better lol. but yea alot of people were walking dogs, or just sitting down and having a picnic.
So yes new york was fun, did alot of walking and should my mom how to use the subway. She was all nervous when we got on the subway because she didnt want to get lost. Whoa she amazes me sometimes lol. I wanna go back to NYC during spring break, but i doubt that will happen :/ i actually wanna go to the zoo in central park, or go to the bronx zoo. idk
so yea sorry for the long entry. just a little bored, and well im never write in this thing anymore. i guess im just not on the computer as much anymore. PLUS i rather be OUTSIDE and enjoying the weather. THE WEATHER IS AMAZING. i lvoe it !!!
well i guess ill gooo now byeeeeeeee <33
p.s. -- things in my life seem to be changing, i found out that there are nice people out there in the world. but i hope this sweet sixteen im going to during spring break, turns out better then other ones i went too. :/
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so boorreedd and doontt feell well . o what joy lol
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[04.11.05 ♥ 11:41a ] |
hey im in computer class right now
i got a 100 for the marking period, and i got a 91 for social studies for the marking period. but i did bad in french i got a 71.
i gotta do better in french. i dont want the report cards to come out !!! lol - so yea we had a firedrill cuz someone pulled hte firealarm and think so now this period is 5 minutes longer...
um yea this weekend i made my confirmation . so no more ccd for me- but i guess im happy i did it- so now i dont have to really worrie about it later on in my life. and saturday night was amanda's party which was really fun. !!
welll im going to go now byeeee <3
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[04.04.05 ♥ 11:05a ] |
so yes, im so tired- we lost a hour of sleep thanks to daylight savings, or something like that- too tired to remember.
hmmm lets see whats i did this weekend:
- had to take care of my mom yesterday cuz she was sick :[
+/- IT RAINED !! i love running and just standing in the rain, but it sucked that it raines all weekend. idk i love rain but then again i hate it sometimes.
+ went shopping. I got my dress for my confirmation :]
+/- fixed my computer !! but its still a little messed up so i have more fixing to do :[
- ran out of books to read. need to take a trip to barnes and noble.
so yea im working on my presentation of CALIFORNIA. i was originally going to to my presentation on ITALY or EUROPE but so many people are picking them, so i just decided on CALI since i want to move there some day! i also want to move to ITALY, and i want to visit so many other people.
*the pope died this weekend, as everyone knows already. he did alot of great things in his lifetime.
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[04.01.05 ♥ 11:25a ] |
today is APRIL 1, 2005 --> so happy fools day
lets see today has been okay..i found out today i passed my math quizz with an 84 :] !! YAY goo me, considering i have like failed almost every quizz, im pretty happy. my bio teacher was absent, and now my comp. teacher is absent. his financee had to have surgery, so thats why he wasnt here yesterday and thats why hes not here today.
so yea umm im not really running in track anymore-- my kneee hurts really bad/ankle hurt really bad too, i just dont want to tell anyone because i dont want them to think i am a baby or something. So now im throwing. i have always wanted to try throwing. and i REALLY like it- i might not be as good as other people since i just started. but i like to throw and im having fun and thats all that matters to me :]
well yes- so im still on my search for happiness, i think it will be a while till i find it :[ . but oo well, im starting to get happier, but people just keep on bringing me down, and the worst part is, its the people that are suppose to love me, and want whats best for me, but all they want is whats best for themselves and what they want for me, so thats not really helping the situtation. but oh well i guess i just have to deal with it.
and everything in my life is starting to go downhill, and i dont know how to fix it!! First im doing pretty horrible in french and im gettin alittle better in math; but still not as goo as i think i can do. I have no self-confidence, and I HAVE NO FAITH IN MYSELF. i just think im the ugliest, worthlest, and stupidiest person. It also sucks that i have no friends that i can really talk to. I know that something stupid to say, since i do have freinds. BUt i dont have that one person or a few people, who i can talk to about EVERYTHING. i mean the person i did had as moved. It is just not the same anymore- i mean she is still my BEST FREIND and all, she gets most of the things im going through. BUT I WISH I COULD FIND SOMEONE HERE IN CLIFTON that i can talk to, and will understand me. i just simply dont have a best friend which might be part of the whole problem, but oh ive been doing fine since august when i lost my bestest friend, someone i could count on, and it stil hurst but im doing okay now, i relized i dont really need that person, but secretly i do but i dont think i could ever tell the person that because the person will just laugh in my face. Because from what i understand, the person didnt want to be my friend for a reason that i cannot do anything about, and if the person doesnt like the fact, that i can never be what the person, wants to be, or be like everyone else. then its not my fault.Im just not like everyone else. which is a bad thing but also a good thing. i wish my mom would just listen to me, and let me move- but thats never going to happen. and im still getting over schenley moving. i mean we only met last year- but she was the one person that would listen to all my bullshit, and didnt care or get embarrased if i did something extremley stupid. because thats who i am. im an embarrasement to everyone but o well, i like saying stupid shit, and doing stupid things. I LOVE TO HAVE AN ADVENTURE, AND I LOVE THAT I DONT REALLY CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME. which people have to admit is true- since i dont wear, the prettiest cloths, and when i come to school it looks like i just rolled out of bed. but u know what thats who i am, I WANT SOMEONE TO LIKE ME FOR ME, NOT FOR HOW PRETTY I AM OR BECAUSE I WEAR THE SAME CLOTHS. but whatever everyone these days pre-judge people by how they dress, or speak, or look. but u know what i wont do that anymore, im going to give people chances.
i know noone reads this and this is such a LONG entry but i guess i had to get that off my chest, even if noones reads it, and the person i want to tell this all too will never see it. I dont care, as long as i dont have to hold it inside any longer, cuz it was killing me but i guess thats stupid to say.
o well im going to go -- bye
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heyy well today was a delayed opening. my bus never came to get us, so yea now im home, becuz i wasnt going to walk my ass to school lol -- so im happy about that :]
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hey, its finally friday
well im in 5th period right now, heres a recap of what has happened so far:
+first period- which is math class, um we went to C307 to do some thing on the computer. We had to make polygons, and find the length of the sides, there angles and all this other shit, it was rather gay, but better then doing actual work !!
+second period- hm history class, mr. henry wasnt that boring today. We were talking about how much alcohol, the men use to drink in like 1840. and wow it was alot of alcohol!! NO HOMEWORK, which is always good. and he told us that if we go to the play this weekend, we get extra credit i thikn its 10 points !!
+third period- mr.cap wasnt here, and there was no sub. so we just relaxed in the room. But then the north, and east wing vps came, to get someone and noticed there wasnt a teacher, so they watched our class until a sub came, and that was like 10 minutes before the bell rang, so whats the difference.
+fourth period- umm biology. mr. niglio wasnt here on a day i actually remember to do my current events, o well i will hand them in on monday. So yea we were in the auditorum.
now im in computer class. just finished my power point presentation. I did it on the oc, yea it was an easy project to do.
+so yea after school today i have practice, hopfully my ankle wont hurt to bad, and i can run !! then after i have to come back to see the trainer, because idk trainer ladoain (i think thats how u spell her name)yold me i have to start therapy today or something, because my ankle is still bothering me. and then after that i have parisis. soo yea i wont get home till like 8:30 tonight i think oo what fun.
+then one day this weekend, prbably sunday im gunna go see the school play, so i can get my extra credit points for HISTORY, and for FRENCH.
so im going to go now.. bye :]
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